When I started thinking about my word of the year, the image I kept returning to was an object at a Lagrange point. That’s one of the five places in the orbits of two celestial bodies where a smaller object is effectively balanced between the competing gravitational forces of the larger objects. It’s related to and part of the solution to the Three-Body Problem (not the book).
I want to work on balance this year, but not a static balance, not equalibrium, which although used as a synonym for equipoise has a connotation of being at rest. Not homeostasis, which is about the internal balance of a living organism. I wanted something that was abut going out and coming back and revolving and being — not unmoved, but in balanced motion, orbiting around math and using tension and glorying in the spaces between.
When I think about all the things that I care about, I don’t want to be standing still and reacting to them, and I don’t want to be sucked into their gravity well to burn up, I want to be in the taut lines of power without being torn apart.
Equipoise. It’s a good word.